Manic Monday was on the stereo this morning
80's flashback song of the day
not how I wanted to start the day off
Someone is moving in across the hall
a young couple, few years older than me
just guessing, I didn't talk to them
took a peek through the peep hole
I hope we never bump into each other
last thing I want is a friend who lives
across the hall
had some friends over
smirnoff ice and a bottle of Captain
rookie tried to be a big drinker like me
she poured half a glass of captain and half of dr. pepper
surprize she couldn't drink it
...alcohol abuse...
I prefer coke or rootbeer...
if I'm not drinking it straight
since she payed for half I can't drink it without her
now the bottle is sitting proudly on the countertop
calling my name
I can almost taste it...yum
it smells great
makes my defenses crumble
makes me happy
I'm not a drunk...yet
I do have a goal to spend 1 week
in a drunken stupor
a week I can remember in pictures
I had a similar night on new years
pictures I don't remember
30+ cherry jello shots and a white bathroom
equals a stained red floor
I also had half of bottle of Captain
and some unfinished margaritas on the table
thats all I remember drinking
I remember shaking on the floor
telling the hostess not to call an ambulance
keeping my eyes closed because when I opened them
I only saw white/yellow
I've never had so much fun
almost 5 months until I'm 21
I made a vow to myself
that night no matter what
I'm living and getting trashed
and doing everything a normal person would
when they turn 21
1 comment:
See, I knew I loved you.
You'll have to excuse me. Ever since I could remember instead of wanting to be the girl with the most cake, I've always sided with the drunken/drugged confused girl who made the movie more interesting.
Everytime I saw someone chemically altered I knew that I wanted to be just like that. I still do not know why.
Dysfunctions are a biotch to decifer.
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