the wrong girl

If you have problems and are looking for help..you've got the wrong girl here. I fuck up a lot but I'm not going to lie. I'm honest. That is hard to do and scary for other people...leads to a lot of heartache too...who knew. What can I say about myself right now...well this is my second blog attempt. Once before it was good then i put a picture of myself up and i couldn't be honest anymore about how i was feeling. I didn't want to hurt anyone so I wasn't completely honest...if i wasn't doing that then what was the point. my blog titles are usually songs and if you click on the title there is always a link for the particular song or whatever is relating to the title or blog. Some facts about me...not that i like listing facts but a few details will probably prevent confusion in later posts....I used to self injure, used to abuse alcohol, was sexually abused by my oldest brother from ages 6 to 11, dad abandoned us, grew up poor, i have bells palsy, probably bisexual, born in 1984 (put away the calculator i'm 23 i'll be 24 sometime this year)...i'm going to sleep. if you are going to stick around prepare for some crazy shit.